I
recently took a trip down an emotional rabbit hole. Between a book I finished,
the next one I started, and a new binge-worthy TV series, I came in contact
with the three categories of evil that exist in the world. I was overwhelmed by
it. Part of me is still. There is too much of it, and it seems the people
fighting it are losing the war over the heart of humanity. However, the first
step in solving a problem is understanding what it is.
I finished
reading The Hate U Give by Angie
Thomas. This is a book that is profoundly sad, and a book everyone should read.
I had considered myself sympathetic to the plight of Black Americans, but I had
no idea how much one racist act, unconscious though it may have been,
reverberates throughout the community. This book does an excellent job of
illustrating the evil in the world that exists through decades of historic
racism and the institutions it created. This evil cannot be combated
effectively until the infrastructure that promotes it is torn down and rebuilt.
I
immediately started reading Dopesick
by Beth Macy afterwards. This was the next book in my night time reading shelf,
so it was accidental that it followed The
Hate U Give. Not even three chapters into this journalistic overview of the
nation’s opioid crisis, I was broken. Corporations can make millions off of the
pain and suffering of others. They can shield their evil because most people
see the evil in the world as out of sight, out of mind. Or so it seems. The grief
of hundreds of people who have lost loved ones because of greed, for both money
and power, is too steep a price to pay for the current state of things. Adam
Smith said that corporations will always work for profit, and not for the
public good. This truth is centuries old. If corporations are going to ignore
what is good for people, why do we let them run the country?
The final
nail in my coffin of infinite sadness came from the TV series Outlander. It just so happened that my
mom and I needed a new show to watch together, and the soundtrack intrigued me.
I quickly reached the end of the first season (going far ahead of where my mom
and I left off), which featured the culmination of machinations by the most Evil.
Individual. Ever. I was broken, along with his victim, to my core. The fact
that such evil could exist in one person was too much for me. I operate under
the assumption that there is good in everyone, and that good need only be nurtured
in people to make the world better. This man, fictional though he is, almost
took my hope in humanity away.
I have now started climbing back
out of the rabbit hole, though I am forever changed by the journey. I cannot
see the sources of evil in the world: historic hatred, corporate greed, and
truly evil individuals. However, I will not sit quietly and watch the war be
lost. I have an idea, and I will see it through. If no one listens, or is brave
enough to try, at least I did my part. Dopesick
included a Chinese proverb, which I will paraphrase to end this chapter: It is
better to light a candle than to curse the darkness.
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